Waking up at 6am is killing me.
5 days in a row is making me aged faster.
And my eyes are swollen. =/
I believe my cornea has also become more sensitive as i feel discomfort and foreign body sensation whenever i inserted contact lenses into my eyes.

However, i realised this is not caused by lack of sleeping only, but also the contact lens itself.
The discomfort was unbearable and even caused me to have fluctuating vision that made me decided to throw this current pair of lenses away. For example right, my lenses were so decentered most of the time which kind of making me losing my peripheral vision. and the utmost important thing is, when it got really dry and decentered, especially in clinic where is like a north pole and the air is really dry, sometimes i really cannot see anything (especially when i need to close one eye, the open eye ALWAYS sees blur). As in ANYTHING. As if im not wearing any vision aid at all, my vision was really poor.

So what happened in the end? The sudden loss of vision made me feel all awkward in front of my patients. nevertheless i have to act like nothing happens and continue doing all the tests. And resulting in me making wrong judgements at times, where i need to give a grade or ratio.
I really hate it when i realise i see only blur after i have found the fundus and cup-disc, it's a sudden attack which makes me fed up all the time.
Haiz... cannot see how to perform well? haha.
But of course i didnt tell my clinicians about this, doesnt it sound like an excuse?
and the best thing is, sometimes the contact lenses will drop out by itself before i notice it!! due to dryness and discomfort. So what to do? Patient was STILL inside the room, looking at me. So i pretended nothing happened and quickly went to take a pair of new lenses. =/
I was really frustrated.
And you know what, i couldnt do clinic with my spectacle, i am too used to contact lenses, i just cannot stand it when my glasses are hitting my instruments(in case you dont know, i have to hold my instruments in front of my eyes) and produce that kind of 'kok kok' sound.

Anyways, good lenses will usually reduce this kind of problem. Though it's not completely solved, but it's good enough. And im glad that i do not have thing problem this morning, after i have change my lenses, from focus to oasys. Oasys is probably the best lens i have tried. And the former is the other way round. =p

Oh yeah, and my dirty cousin is back... Holy shit. I dont even wanna live with her. Haizzzzz.
If only she could be a little bit cleaner. *pukesss*

Love, Serene

Did you notice? No school= No updates HAHA

Because there's nothing to rave about, nothing to complain and nothing to curse.

Anyways, school aint as bad as i expected it would be. I thought it will be dreadful but actually it isnt bad to see my long-time-no-see classmates. Only when i saw them again i realized i do miss them =)

Clinics are not bad too. One day one patient is a blessing. Not exhausted nor too boring. but of course i will prefer no patients at all but you know, reality is reality, we have quotas to reach.

I THINK this semester will be less stressful as compared to the previous one as our number of modules is less, which means a lighter burden for us.

However, things cant be perfect. This lesser amount of modules causes a big number of clinic seesions we will be having. What the hell?! Look at our clinic schedule, we are going to have 4/3 clinic sessions every week. Include Saturday that means 4 sessions per week. Like SIAO la.

I hope i will faster adapt to clinic on saturday and our clinic quota will not be more than the previous batch, or else it'd be too unfair.


Okie shall put aside school stuffs.
Guess what, Im addicted to this little small thingy.

It's nothing to do with Jay Chou, nothing to do with Jam Hsiao, I just happened to see it while i was walking to clinic and just happened to buy it. I wanted to buy it very long already just that i always dont have a chance.

So jojo who can be considered as a pro was kinda kena 'forced' to be my teacher. muahaha poor her. But it cant be helped, she is the only one who can complete the whole thing.

As you can see, the above is where my standard is for the time being. Despite i have spent a long time on it this afternoon in clinic (at the end anna banned me from bringing it to the clinic again =/ ERROR!), and also just now, i still at this level =.= Aiya i still need my coach beside me. Maybe i should stay in Jojo's house for a few days hahaha. But at least i can complete one layer already which i 'think' it's not too bad. It needs time...

It's time to buy a smoother and higer quality rubik's cube~

Love, Serene

What else can i say?
Im overwhelmed by happiness as... my youtube has RECOVERED!!!
Woohoo~!!!
Yeah if you never lose you will never know how to cherish.
So now i cherish my youtube very much.
All thanks to Jiunnming =) who send me those useful emails to teach me how to remove the damn stupid 'virus'.
I dont know whether i should call it virus or not because it's simply too stupid.

Love, Serene

WHAT'S WITH FERRARI?
I saw numerous disappointed faces after the race was finished.
A disastrous mistake, not only ruined Massa's chance, as well as the supporters.
Such a dramatic scene, such a big disapppointment.
His fault? or the crew's?
And too, what's with Kimi Raikkonen?
Why the crash on the 58th? You could just finish the race if you're abit calmer, if you could hang in there abit longer. Getting a fifth is not a shame.
And i once thought you might overtake the four cars in front, as you have surpassed alot of them before you're in this place.
Oh God, if you could hang in there a little bit longer.
I Shouldnt have harbour high hopes in you, and Ferrari as well.
signing out with a sigh...

Love, Serene (a fans of Raikonnen)

Now that i know some secrets can be really big and shocking.
I was like a fool. haha.

I really admire those people who can keep their secrets to themselves, only themselves.
Im like an open book, if you would, you could see me through.
I simply find it suffocating if i have to keep it all to myself. Partly is because i truly hate things to be unclear, so i just make myself clear, in order to avoid misunderstandings which are really troublesome.
But dont worry im referring to my OWN secrets but not yours. Those which were told to be kept i wont mention a word to anyone else, or those who are not supposed to know, as that was a promise, i know.
And take note, only when you say it's a 'secret', then i will take it as a secret, or else i wont, and maybe i will go around and spread =b Not deliberately, but i dont think i know how to categorize the words you say into-secret/non-secret. As i cant read your mind, i cant even guess it.
I should start learning to keep my thoughts to myself only. Maybe this is the other way to prevent misunderstandings, who knows, i should try it.

And it's 27th.
Only 2 weeks more to the last day of holiday. Sad. How i wish i can have holiday forever, though i know it's absolutely IMPOSSIBLE.
This is the sad part. Nobody can have holiday forever, unless you are a child of some multi billionaire, and fell heir to a large fortune. That is when your dream come true. Opps, sorry maybe that's only my dream =p

Love, Serene

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